came up with this emo poem .
could have been from reflecting from that book .
could have been from vivid imagination .
do you know how much pain you caused me ?
the amplification of the pain ,
doubled !
tripled !
quadrupled !
all upon seeing that note .
the severity , the harshness , the villainy of it all !
and the utter crime .
that will never be erased from memory .
as much as time threatens to warp it ,
i swear that i will remember it .
even to the day i die .
as i recount your mortifying act ,
the soul bleeds .
and the heart dies .
of how you had been maliciously keeping it from me .
how you had pretended nothing had happened when something did .
i know i must have been blind .
not to see the conspicuous scene unfolding before my eyes .
i was willing to see so much less
that i closed my eyes to everything else .
i regret as much .
for i never have felt such concentrated hurt .
one day you may hear of an epitaph ,
hidden and controversial feelings inscribed and blended into the richness .
will you feel any sort of guilt ?
it is doubtful that you will .
for you have proved yourself to be
cold blooded , uncaring , nonchalant .
untouched by the cruel acts surrounding yourself .
perhaps you have strengthened yourself not to see them .
but even in that cold hard shell of yours ,
you will be able to feel it .
what goes round comes around .
and one day , retribution will be paid to you .
severly and appropriately .
you did it unto yourself .
and only you can pay the final price .
& the soul bleeds . the heart dies .
;melissa
